(7 did the twist! | wanna dance?) [16 Jan 2006|12:14am] I think im the only person in the world who doesn't have a friend who they can actually talk to about everything. I don't have a friend who I can tell everything to, tell my dreams, what i really want to be..without getting made fun of, or told im not good enough. I can't get a lead in a school musical with the friends I consider to be my "best" to even be proud of me. The girl who considered me to be her "best" friend 2 years ago, decided one day she didn't need me anymore, stopped inviting me to hang out, or talk...she had found a new friend, because i had a job. I don't know if i have a best friend now. All anyone does is hate someone every other week, and talk shit about eachother. I don't have a guy friend that I can sit there and talk to about everything. The only boy that calls me is the boy who thought it would be funny for 4 months to send me text messages, phone calls, asking me out or wanting to hang out..begging to hang out..to find that it is a big joke where I feel absolutely retarded...thinking...why would anyone ever want to do that to someone? Everyone is so jealous of everyone else. I'm not close to anyone anymore. I dont even want friends. I dont know what im going to do with the rest of my life or whats going to happen. I'm just very negative, and very upset. I just dont know.

(wanna dance?) [25 Dec 2005|06:04pm] MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! LOVE TO ALL!

(1 did the twist! | wanna dance?) [31 Oct 2005|04:46pm] HAPPY HALLOWEEEENNNN!!!!!

(1 did the twist! | wanna dance?) dang a lang [23 Oct 2005|12:27am] [ mood | awesomeness mood ] [ music | awesome music ] dooods. caitlin pasko and i are on homecoming court. WOOO! and a totally Happy Birthday to Zachy. i lub him.

(wanna dance?) [07 Oct 2005|04:50pm] My imaginary boyfriend rules.

(wanna dance?) AUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! :) [17 Sep 2005|01:06am] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | hot water music ] OH MY JESUS. I CAN NOT WAIT!!!!!

(2 did the twist! | wanna dance?) [10 Sep 2005|05:23pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | mISSY! ] HOLY SHIZZIT! IT'S ZOMBIES!!! LOOK AT THEIR EYES! http://beckycarter.com/color.html

(3 did the twist! | wanna dance?) YOW!!! [20 Aug 2005|02:04am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | Old Man Gloom ] i love them i love them i love them i love them i love them

(1 did the twist! | wanna dance?) [15 Aug 2005|01:04am] I never ever ever ever wanna grow up.

(1 did the twist! | wanna dance?) [06 Aug 2005|12:31am] Im excited!

(2 did the twist! | wanna dance?) C00L3st P1CZZZZ L1k3 3VER! [02 Aug 2005|02:10am] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | Lifetime...irony is for suckasssss! ] A. B. C.

(2 did the twist! | wanna dance?) [28 Jul 2005|12:03am] [ music | i suck real bad. ALRIGHT! ] Hey! I suck! c ya!

(2 did the twist! | wanna dance?) [26 Jul 2005|11:46pm] yeah so i pretty much got a new cell phone.

(5 did the twist! | wanna dance?) Rodeo Clown [14 Jul 2005|12:34am] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | sweet mix cd i made at 3 in the morning ] ♥ Seeing Charlie and the Chocolate Factory with my beautiful husband Johnny Depp this saturday night.. ♥ Working Harry Potter night at Barnes & Noble, and getting my book this Friday night. ♥ Confessing my love to Aaron Barrett, as he thanks me and bows to me...and having him point to me from the stage in front of the crowd on the last song, SELL OUT! may i add.."This song is for that girl who has smiled at me this entire show." -I love my friends -I love my family so much -I am extremely happy -I love my job -Having money is sweet -I love life ♥ This will pretty much be the best week ever.

(1 did the twist! | wanna dance?) [11 Jul 2005|01:04am] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | duh ] Tonight is the night...for the fifth time I will be seeing my favorite band in the whole entire world. I'm going to cry I love them so much. Aaron Barrett. That is all.

(wanna dance?) [05 Jul 2005|06:13pm] REEL BIG FISH WILL BE HERE IN 6 DAYS!! OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!! MY BOYFRIEND IS ALMOST HERE! WOOOO!!! I LOVE AARON BARRETT!

(2 did the twist! | wanna dance?) And I thought you should warn them that this is not an open book. [14 Jun 2005|11:53pm] [ mood | weird ] [ music | Iron and Wine....Fever Dream ] -I am ofically a senior in highschool -I feel like i am 12 years old, and I am taken aback by how fast my life has gone by -I love my friends very much -I start working Friday morning at Barnes and Noble, sweet -I don't like mean pictures of me with my face cut out posted on a girls myspace whom I have never met -I wanna dance all the time -I wanna meet awesome people -I wanna see new places -Go on a road trip -Go to sweet shows with my brothaaa -Go to Busch Gardens and the beach a lot! -People get what they deserve, its awesome -I dont know what I wanna do with my life when I graduate, all i wanna do is perform -How do i do it? -No, im going to do it. whatever it takes. -I love Richmond, and wanna go to VCU -BUT, im applying to performing arts colleges..maybe maybe... -I did well this 9 weeks.. like I got good grades. -I want to make sweet memories this summer, and not fight with anyone ever -Take lots of pictures -I wish I had a boyfriend -But, nothing will ever happen..im sure -I just want a boy who I can hug, and hold hands.. -I am hypocritical - ;/ -I want to see a really amazing movie, I have not seen one in a very long time -I made Madrigals -I made Knightingales -I am the student Director of Knightingales, all by myself -I became a thespian last friday -Banquets were this weekend, and I had the best time ever -I love those kids, and I am going to spend as much time with them as possible -See, told you..meet awesome people -My mommy is sad because my daddy is in DC, i know she is, and I feel so bad -Don't know what to do about it either... -Maybe I should keep my room clean -Im never gonna be sad again, it is not worth it -Slurpees, pictures, laughter, dance, books, music, happiness make me happy. why be sad? -I love my brother -a lot. -This summer will rule. I know we are only really 12 years old, but we can drive now. -Looking pretty forward to it. -Meeting awesome people -Making memories -enjoying life.

(4 did the twist! | wanna dance?) This isn't goodbye, it's goodnight. [12 Jun 2005|01:08am] [ mood | hyper ] [ music | Th Rapture ] ( Best weekend of my life! ) DANCE PARTYY AUGHGHGHGH!!!!

(wanna dance?) pick it up pick it up pick it uppppp [22 May 2005|10:44pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Reel big fish ] OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!! REEL BIG FISH IS COMING TO THE NORVA JULY 11!!!!!!!!!! AUUUUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

(1 did the twist! | wanna dance?) bug [19 May 2005|10:58pm] [ mood | uncomfortable ] sometimes I dont know whats wrong with me..really...

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